Monday, May 2, 2005

Cheating Myself

You will be in confusion
Or maybe you will wonder why?
How much I am irritated to you.
To say that you’re just there
And I’m right here
Makes me think why?
Why do chances never gave way
For us to be close?
Or Even good friends?
We’re just near and yet
I feel were mountains apart.
And when we cross way,
We’re more than strangers.
As the days slip away,
I found time to ask myself.
DOES HE LIKES ME?
I heard no answer.
We catched stares
And walked through the street
You never opened your lips to say something.
or even bother to ask anything.
There is something in you
Which is more than mystery.
I want to uncover it
And discover reality.
I don’t want to see you
But my eyes longed to see your smile.
I don’t want to hear your voice but I miss the way you laugh.
I really don’t understand what I feel.
I want to hate you
But you’ve done nothing wrong to me.
I want to dislike you
But when I hear people criticize you
I started to worry.
I know you don’t care for me.
But why do I feel this way?
Do I have the right?
There’s no intimate relationship between us
though I crave sometimes.
I know I’ll be a fool
To say that I hate you
Only to hide what I feel
And only to cheat myself.
For the only thing I know
Is because I’ve fallen in love with you …
But you will never know
For you don’t give a damn
And you don’t care at all !!!


by: jheng manalang prado

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